cracks

i see cracks in my life. it’s only natural since i am imperfect. we all are. but i am glad. i am glad that i seem to be more aware of myself these days. even though sometimes the inertia to do something about these cracks is great, and most of the time i fail at [...]

full steam ahead.

i’m back from the summit. i went there sick, recovered from what i was initially sick from and caught another bug home. by the end of the final night of the summit, all of the lozenges the doctor provided the staff were finished except the 2 extras i had, which i gave candy the next [...]

if u read this …

… then please pray for me! i think i am falling sick. i think i’ve got the cold. but now is not the time to be sick, because i am looking forward to staff summit!!! on the other hand, i am thinking this is just the consequence of getting myself so tired the past 2 [...]

BAM!

today has been an overwhelming day of positivities. i’m not even sure the word exists, but what the heck. =) it’s tuesday. csm day. usually csm would start at 9, so first good news of the day – we start at 10! yay! next ‘good’ news of the day – we don’t have staff team [...]

prayer in the desert

All of my life, In every season You are still God I have a reason to sing I have a reason to worship

authenticity

just what is authenticity? what does it really mean to be authentic? i believe it’s more than just being transparent, spilling the beans about all that i am. truth is, i don’t think i’ll ever know all that i am, so how can i can truly be transparent when some bits i can’t even see? [...]