i see cracks in my life. it’s only natural since i am imperfect. we all are.
but i am glad. i am glad that i seem to be more aware of myself these days. even though sometimes the inertia to do something about these cracks is great, and most of the time i fail at overcoming it, but i am glad that whenever these happen, i seem to be able to ‘process’ them more effectively. at least i think so, and i sure hope so.
it hasn’t been easy trying to bounce back from summit, but i do give thanks that ministry has closed for now until the school term starts. not that there isn’t anything to do, but it’s not so hectic. it’s good time for me to bounce back, for me to learn to cope with the fast paced world of being a STINTer still undergoing training, for me to learn to switch modes between a heightened, fast state to a mellowed down, reflecting state.
there just seems to be more, more than i thought and expected. wow. at one point, i think “can i really handle that?”, and at the back of my head, a voice tells me to wait and expect even more, of the Lord, who is Almighty and above all things. so many changes. transition really isn’t easy at all.
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